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SCREENPLAYS - NOVEL/SHORT STORIES - POETRY

            "NOTHING"

Since occupation of the land,
Colonized souls wonder,
Seeking everything, seeking nothing.

Society accepts the oppressors agenda,
No questions asked, no answers questioned.

Non-Existence continues
New seeds raise from the dirt.
Educated only to be a worker,
Processing thoughts expressed by words deemed not important.
Forming an opinion expels, school doors lock,
You feel you're worth everything,
They feel you're worth nothing.

Raised by caring hands inside the circle,
Treated like a homeless dog all other times,
Trained to resist the caged pound every second,
Programmed to lose the battle within.
Turn to the wonders of the herbal leaf,
Taste elevating to the next level,
However, life's hardships become the norm,
Unemployment balanced with a joke.
Everything's funny. Everything is nothing.

Anger bottled with aggression escalates,
Manage a smile, nurture the pain.
Youth becomes old at twenty,
The loss of Loved Ones mounts, depression controls.
Memories lighten the day, memories darken the night.
Turn to liquid poison to forget about everything,
To forget about nothing.

The world spins off its axis, brain already gone,
Alcohol keeps the voice shut, frustration boils
Tastes of nature becomes foreign,
Veins thicken with each processed food bite.
Corporate Dealers now supply your fate,
Each dollar spent, stress grows.
Accumulation wins, YOUR HEART STOPS.

Your life meant everything, your life meant nothing.

In mourning, sunshine dulls, minutes linger, clouds rain.
Recall miniscule moments,
Regretting not knowing how to help,
If you could listen,
We could tell you everything,
We would say nothing.

Suffering ends,
Hell is abandoned and left behind.
Ancestors greet, never knew reuniting was possible.
They point down below, watching those still un-dead.
Cycles continue, blame re-served on a cold dish,
Guilt engulfs the next,
Emotional pain reigns.
The same bottle raised to new lips,
Caught up in a rerun, our struggle will never end.

Once again we block, thoughts and emotions trapped,
We seek guidance from your knowing heart,
To feel the beat, to feel the freedom.
Your death will be a catalyst,
Your death will aid the revolution
Shattering the bubble needs your touch.
Assist those who unknowingly seek it,
Comfort those who care.

Flying above, you've become the Angel
We saw underneath all the layers of disfunction.
Slowly you fade from the abyss,
And quickly, you fade into everything!

Until our last breath is extinguished,
Your memory will not become forgotten,
Your memory will not become nothing.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF FRANK MONTES

June 27, 1959 to March 17, 2007
Words By: Richard Montes
         "IDENTITY LOST"

She tried to help
Plunged me against the wall
Gripped my hands
Positioned them on her heart

Felt the pulse of earth run throughout my body
Felt the pain of a dying land
Felt the loss of another sun
Felt the loss of connection between flesh and spirit

She immigrated into me
Elevated my being to the sky
Varicose veins evaporated
Third eye unlocked

Whitewashed in a country without nature
Praying to a god who never listens
Sacrificing my soul to a materialistic society
Light fades out

She stains who she touches
Ink overtaking skin
Blood turns black.

She tried to help
Caressed me with her essence
Gripped my hands
Positioned them on my heart

Felt the pulse of a lost soul
Felt the pain of a dying culture
Felt the loss of another son
Felt the loss of connection between man and ancestor

She is right
She is wrong
Her light fades out
Her light shines bright

Duality within

She always stains
Black Ink
Brown
Red

Teteoinan sees
We are not the rulers of this land
But natives who have to be one
With her.


Words By: John and Richard Montes


































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